It's been too long since I was actually my normal self and it's been a long time coming. My normal self was always happy, helpful and friendly and since I started college I became someone I wasn't happy being, I was never happy anymore and I was constantly stressed, crying or tired. One thing I missed was being able to have a good night's sleep without worrying or waking up during the night thinking about all the different tasks I had to do, I started to miss being bored. But, on Friday, I finally finished my two years of college which I have been looking forward to since I started college. Finally I am free until September and life has never felt so good!
Since I have finished I have spent most of my time just watching Netflix and sleeping and it has been the best thing ever. I am actually enjoying doing nothing and I feel so much happier already, my biggest aim for the time I have off was to become myself again and to take care of myself because I always put other people before my own needs so now, I will take care of me.
Ways that I plan on becoming myself again are by-
Becoming healthy and happy. I want to take care of my skin and make it the best it's been in the past two years so I plan on drinking a lot of water and keeping it make up free a lot more than I usually do. I am so done with spots.
Spending time with family and friends. I tend to not want to be with people when I am stressed or upset but now that I have a weight lifted from my shoulder, I plan on spending my time off with the people I love the most in hope that it will make me becoming myself again.
Taking time for myself. I'm free for a couple of months and I have just about all the time that I need to do anything that I really want to and that might be nothing at all or something very creative.
Now one thing I do plan on doing is watching a lot of series on Netflix.
Having a rest. Nothing I need more than a good old sleep with a lot of resting and relaxing. I hope that I will be able to have a weekend away during my time off in order to rest and reward myself for all the hard work I've done recently.
Hopefully through all of this, I will become myself again and I will be a lot more happier than I have been, I look forward to keeping you all updated with how that goes!
Ciao for now...
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